It's not a tumor.
Monday, November 23, 2020
Thursday, November 19, 2020
The dreams are getting interesting.
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
Monday, November 16, 2020
I have lost my footing, friends.
With love, from Roses at 12:52 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2020
The boys visit once a week to join us for a family meal on Sundays.
With love, from Roses at 9:06 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2020
Friday, October 30, 2020
I dream that I am on a movie set where Ryan Reynolds is working. Naturally, I want to meet him.
Friday, October 23, 2020
Only today I realized that I'd never had to work from home without Our Beloved Cat sleeping on the chair next to me. He climbed up there on day one of the Safer At Home directive, and he showed up for work every day after.
Only today I realized how often I'd reached over to pet him throughout the work day.
But now he's not here.
I was absolutely lost today. At random times I stopped working for no reason. Frozen. Staring into space. Certain I was about to do something, but no idea what it was.
It took me half the day to understand that I was looking for his comfort and not finding it. It hadn't registered until today how many times during a normal day I had stopped working to stroke the warm, napping kitty for self-comfort and to relieve stress. It had become such a habit, I wasn't aware I was doing it.... until I couldn't.
I'm not proud to admit it, but I dug this out of storage to hug and skritch.
Yes. It is a crutch. But I need it.
Don't tell The Husband.
Thursday, October 22, 2020
Saturday, October 03, 2020
With love, from Roses at 3:52 AM